Let me explain...

After meeting with my oncologist and surgeon, I needed to take some time for myself. I did some reflecting and took time for myself. I knew that that couldn't go on forever though and that I needed to go back to being the fighter that I am. Dwelling on the future and what may or may not be, will not help me. I have so much of my own positive energy (and so much from so many other wonderful people) and like I said, I am a fighter. Boy, am I. I know that I have and will,  fight through many obstacles and this is only one more obstacle in my life's path. I told my son way back in the beginning that I will be sticking around to be with him and my family, and I will. I will survive, beat, and conquer this obstacle. I just needed a little time to get that fighting spirit back.  It's back baby, it's back...